Monday, December 29, 2008

Well it's snowing again

The snow doesn't really bother me. I'm not one of those that gets all freaked out, and I can def drive in the stuff so I actually like to sit back and watch it snow. And it helps tremendously to know that every time it snows Chuck can go out and make tons of $$. This winter he is also plowing drivways after work. So I say let it snow, let it snow.

Today is my day off, with no child, and I plan on making a day of it. I wish I had more days off when DS is gone, but I'll make do with the 2 I do have. I'm hoping to find some after Christmas sales. I'm looking to buy xmas decoractions, next years winter coats, boots etc and basically anything else that is a good deal. I'll let you know what I find.

Friday, December 26, 2008

Crazy, Crazy, Crazy

It's been for ever since I posted. My life has kinda been hectic and crazy. As I posted before, my stepdaughter got out of jail and it seems like every day since then there has been 1 thing or another. We really don't know what to do with her. Truely we have just about given up on her. She is a true cleptomaniac (sp), she can't keep her hands to herself. She seems to steal everything around her. You would think a person who just got out of jail, who's still on probation would stay out of trouble. But I guess this is just ingrained in her. It's pretty bad when you don't trust your own daughter and you feel like patting her down every time she leaves your house.

Boy sure wish I was trying this month. I had a + opk on Tuesday morning, with really strong O pains on Christmas Eve night! Bummer only if I had some sperm around I could have made a baby on Christmas. Not sure when I'll be trying again. I kinda slacked off and haven't followed up with finding out what my insurance will or won't cover. But thinking that I'll just go to Dr and see what he says and pay if I have to.

Hope everyone had a great Christmas. Ours was pretty good. Now we're just sitting back and watching it snow everyday.

Friday, December 19, 2008

It's been awhile

Since I posted but there's been a lot going on. First off we've had major issues with my step-daughter. I won't go into much detail tonight since I'm too tired, but lets just say she messed up big time and isn't really welcome at our house right now! We've also had a MAJOR snow storm here. We set a new record for most snow fall in a 24 hr period-25inches I believe. At our house we have about 30 inches!!! But it was the nice fluffy, dry kind so don't have to worry too much right now about shoveling off our roof. And just in the nick of time we bought another Dodge truck, this one is older to add a plow to. So DH got the plow on and has been out plowing roads for the last 2 days. Around here that can add up to big money. I say "Let it snow, let it snow" that way we can pay for that truck! lol

I'm super tired tonight and plan on going to bed early. I luckily have this weekend off to finish up my Christmas shopping, gift wrapping and More shoveling.

Oh and not sure if I posted early that AF came right on time, just like I suspected it would. Oh well I felt that it wouldn't be my month. Not planning on trying this month since it will be right on xmas, and this time of year is stressful enough without throwing that into the mix too. To all those that are trying this month, Good Luck.

Friday, December 12, 2008

Well AF showed right on time

As I expected AF showed her ugly face right on time this cycle. I did hope the B12 would lengthen my cycle, but not yet. It may have strengthened my uterine lining though. Normally I have a lite cycle, but so far it's been heavier than normal. I'm not complaining, b/c I think I have 2 problems: shorter lp and possible thin uterine lining.

This may be TMI but what does it mean when AF has Major clots? Once in awhile I will have some smaller clots with AF, but this morning while showering I had 2 bigger ones pass. It was kinda gross and I was wondering why that happens. Is it that the B12 worked and thats all, or does that indicate a problem of some sort? If anyone has any idea please let me know.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Quick Update

Ok, so I am 9dpo and feeling nothing. Really feeling like this months a bust. But will keep positive until AF shows her ugly head.

My lovely step-daughter goes to court tomorrow. She's now been in jail over 60 days!! And according to her: it's nothing, no big deal. Not sure what will happen to her, I have to work so will have to call the jail in the afternoon to find out if they released her out on probation again or sent her packing for the rest of her time: 6 months! Plus sounds like she'll have some new charges soon, the paperwork is already in front of the prosecutor and will be just a matter of time before she's officially charged with theft.

We put up our christmas tree sunday. I am in desperate need of new decorations, but we made it work and DS is happy. He wakes up before me and turns the lights on, he likes them to twinkle. He has his first christmas program on thursday. Super excited for that. His class will sign 2 songs. I will try to post a video but no promises since I'm not that tech savy.

Only 15 days till christmas eve! Yikes.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Just a little misunderstanding

Thank you all for your words of support. No my Thanksgiving wasn't the best all b/c my dh and I had a small misunderstanding. Here's a little history:
my dh and I have been together 12 yrs! And for the majority of those years when he would get upset he becomes quiet and doesn't want to talk about it. So the first couple years or so when this would happen I would repeatedly ask him "what's wrong" but that wouldn't get me anywhere. And so I gave up asking him, and have since left him alone and after a day or so life seems to go on. Well for some reason this time he was upset that I DIDN'T ask him what was wrong! He thought that it meant I didn't care. I tried explaining to him (again why I didn't ask him and once he understood that than we talked about what upset him and I agreed that NEXT time (and I'm sure there will be a next time lol) I would ask him and we would talk about it.